October 25th, 2025

 

[6:22 am] 

There's nothing that pisses me off more than when people tell me that the problems that I've dealt with my whole life are somehow MY fault. 

 So, I decided to post on 4chan for the very first time (I feel so proud of myself :D), and I posted a simple thread talking about how I was considering a dating app after my friend broke up with me and got with some whore and shit, and all I asked was if a dating app would be a good idea for my situation. That's all I asked, nothing about my appearance or my personal life, just the possibility of using a dating app.

I can't tell if this was ragebait or not, but tell me WHY some dickweed decided to completely ignore the question entirely and go on this stupid tangent about how i should "take care of myself 🥺" and how "you're too young and immature to date because I said so!! 🥺" (even though my last relationship would've been perfectly fine if it weren't for my mom accusing me of hooking up with a pedophile or sex trafficker or some insane shit like that). 

So, I rightfully call them out for it, telling them about personal things going on in my life that would make it difficult to "self improve" in any way (mostly a lack of system in my household), and this bitch decided to get DEFENSIVE, like they were calling me immature, illiterate, how I'm an asshole who can't take criticism (which is RICH coming from them), and we got into this whole argument about what it means to "self care" and how somehow I wasn't doing enough to take of myself and shit and how that makes the the problem and shit, all while basically just flooding the whole thread with bullshit that nobody else wanted to hear, so get pissed and tell them to go fuck themselves, and then this bitch told me that I was the problem because I didn't fucking like what they said. 

And the worst part? because I got pissed and yelled at them (as one would in this situation), people started accusing me of being the asshole WHEN THEY WERE THE BITCH WHO DIDN'T BOTHER TO READ THE DAMN POST AND EVADED THE QUESTION ENTIRELY JUST TO PISS ME OFF. 

Yes, I have my flaws, do I have any way to work on them? NO! because i've tried EVERYTHING. Years and years of therapy and meds being shoved down my throat, hours upon hours of studying coping mechanisms, but no matter what I did, nothing helped, I only got worse. And I gave up because I was tired of trying. Plus when your family can't even keep the house clean longer than a week because they're just as lazy as people say you are, it's basically impossible to "work on yourself" when the tools and environment aren't even there. 

But NOOOOO! just because I want a boyfriend, it means that all of my problems are my fault somehow, and I am in the wrong for everything!!!!!!! (sarcasm)

Of course I'm happy that at least a few people took the time to answer the original question, but god damn that pissed me off so bad. Maybe this was how FP felt before working on their game. 

Actually, speaking of FP, since nobody's reading these things, I might as well reveal who FP is. 

Drumroll please!! 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's YandereDev. 

I don't give a fuck about the scandals associated with him or any of the stupid shit he pulled when he was a teenager, or any of that shit, I love him so much. 

He's a sweetie pie whenever you're not bringing up the drama around him for the 5 billionth time, his concepts are immaculate, and I'll be the first to say it: I think he's attractive. In-fact he's exactly my type! And just generally I got attached to him after I left the tony crynight fandom, and I can't thank him enough for (kind of) providing me the sense of community I had longed for all my life. <3

I just wish he weren't so distant... :(