December 10th, 2025

 

 

 [10:05 am]

 I swear, the more the world tries to prove that I'm not in a conspiracy, the more obvious that conspiracy becomes.

It's been three fucking days, and still no paycheck from last week, I'm considering calling my manager to see what the fuck is going on here. I went to the place yesterday, and they told me that they would speak with some guy about it, and that i'd get an email or a phone call regarding my paycheck, but so far, nothing.  

Honestly, if I wasn't already in a conspiracy before, I sure am now, and this one, I want out of it. No point in working at all if you're never gonna get paid for your efforts, right? 

But then again, if my parents find out, they're gonna be livid and try to convince me to go back, or worse, they'll kick me out of the house for even REMOTELY considering it. WHO KNOWS? All I know is that I don't give a fuck how they feel, they can just TELL i hate this job so much, that the only thing I like about it is that I get free food.

This is all part of the conspiracy, isn't it? To leave me with an empty promise of a paycheck that will never come and a nearly-broken neck and back, plus crippling anxiety that was already bad enough and now has just gotten worse, all to make me suffer as much as possible and turn me into a hikikomori again so that the government can invent a new way to spy on people and control them. Makes me wonder if I'm the only victim of this conspiracy or if there's other people who are also trapped in the conspiracy like I am.

The worst part: it's working. It's making me want to isolate, it's making me want to shut the world off around me, to forget about everyone. And given my own nature, there's nothing I can do to stop it. 

I should probably call my manager later about that check, because if I don't get paid soon, I'm quitting. fuck this, fuck him, and fuck everyone else.